I don’t know.
Just want to smoke a thousand cigarettes, (even though I quit forever ago).
I want to go to a dive bar and get totally lit.
I want to make bad decisions.
Truth be told I’m being reckless in a way already, but that is really difficult to explain right now.
I’m physically safe, just emotionally not so much.
I don’t even care.
Well…
Maybe I DO care and I can’t.
I don’t know.
I’m just a hot mess.
I’m not a fan of myself at the moment.
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God yeah can so relate to your post hun! Really, I feel very edgy and like I could just get drunk if I had alcohol right now. Thankfully I dont though. XX
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