A lil reckless…

I don’t know.

Just want to smoke a thousand cigarettes, (even though I quit forever ago).

I want to go to a dive bar and get totally lit.

I want to make bad decisions.

Truth be told I’m being reckless in a way already, but that is really difficult to explain right now.

I’m physically safe, just emotionally not so much.

I don’t even care.

Well…

Maybe I DO care and I can’t.

I don’t know.

I’m just a hot mess.

I’m not a fan of myself at the moment.

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