Off the hook…

I relate to this quote from Carrie so much.

I am not always depressed, but I do always feel like I need to account for something.

Like I need to pay a penalty for having “too much” fun in my 20’s and not taking life seriously enough.

I spent my 30’s paying penance and not doing anything as a response.

I’m trying not to make my 40s about feeling guilty for the mistakes I’ve made in the past. I want to move forward.

I don’t know what that looks like yet, but I’m trying to figure it out. I’m doing the things, trying to make the recovery steps.

Recovery is hard and I know it’s a lifelong journey.

I just have to believe there’s something better.

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