I have two people in my life who have excellent reasons for not wanting to go in and seek medical treatment for their scary stuff.
I also have two people in my life who are sick.
This makes for one very stressed out me.
I’m working so hard on accepting their decisions and praying for the best and hoping that if things take a turn for the worse in both cases that these people will change their minds.
In the meantime, I am trying not to become physically ill myself.
My stomach is a mess.
Just a mess.
I have been sleeping like crap.
I haven’t been eating well.
I have not been taking care of myself or even doing the basic things I should be doing to care for me.
I have to invest some time into myself or there will be nothing to give to anyone else soon.
Just so tired.
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