State of things…

I’m sad.

I starting to think this is the beginning of a depressive episode brought on by being quarantined for so long.

I feel miserable.

I am so tired. Not sick like fatigued, just weary and not enough sleep tired.

I have been trying to be everything and it hasn’t been enough. What’s stupid is that people don’t even want me to be everything.

I am overwhelmed. By myself.

I don’t know. I’m an idiot.

I am so glad I see my therapist tomorrow.

I’m tired of crying.