I’ve realized that I was totally traumatized by this past semester.
I was so stressed out.
I hated most of what I was studying.
I really hated the way that the people in my cohort and my professors shamed people all of the time who didn’t think exactly down the line of how they thought everyone should. It ended up making me feel really bad about myself.
I feel bad about myself for quitting, and I know I need to.
I am so broken now.
I am so overwhelmed by covid and sickness and bad things happening.
I don’t really understand.
I had this momentary giddiness when I finished all of my work and the semester was over, but now I’m just really depressed.
I think I’m overwhelmed.
I don’t know.
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