Lab.

I’m at the lab waiting to get my blood drawn to see if my pancreatitis is getting better or worse.

I really don’t want to spend thanksgiving in the hospital. That would suck.

At the same time, I’m really concerned as to why I keep getting elevated pancreatic enzyme levels with no explanation.

I need a pancreas.

I’m a little scared if I’m honest.

Also, when I’m sick my mood goes out of whack and it’s so much harder for me to stay regulated. I’m really struggling with that right now.

So whatever.

All I really want right now is some medicine and a cozy bed to curl up into. I feel terrible.

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