I didn’t do anything to celebrate Halloween this year.
I usually paint a pumpkin and get excited about passing out treats to the littles, but it just didn’t happen this year.
I’m a little bummed about it if I’m honest. It’s just like another sign that I’m officially getting old.
I also didn’t do anything for my paper that’s due which is more of a problem. My step grandmother entered hospice yesterday and I’m feeling kind of sad and distracted by that.
I’m also just having a really hard time staying motivated about school. Like, I guess I’m sucked in because I borrowed all this money already, and I like the material, I’m just “meh.” I think it’s hard because it’s online.
I dunno. I’m just kind of “meh” in general.