Trapped.

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For real, I am stuck in a reeeeediculous system.

I tried to go to ER to get help.

The same crisis team girl from this morning, (who I’m not even supposed to have to deal with per my psych), told the hospital social worker that she wouldn’t screen me in the hospital.

So I mean, how bad off do I have to be?

Apparently, I needed to actually take the bottle of pills I had in my purse, (that I gave to hospital social worker), instead of going to the hospital so I didn’t take them in order to get real help.

Whatever.

Obviously, that’s not the right thing to do and I follow rules so I came to the hospital first.

I didn’t however, call the crisis team before going to the hospital. That was a rule I broke. I didn’t want to deal with that chick again today who is like talking to a wall.

I don’t even care.

I’m starting to not care about a lot of things.

This system is so dumb.

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