Accept

I’m seriously trying to be zen about everything going on in my life.

I am.

However, I will never look like the woman in this photo.

Not only would I face plant trying to do something like that, I’ve never been that calm in my life. Not even when sleeping.

I’m trying to use my word for the year, (acceptance), to help me deal with some of this stuff.

I can’t say I’ve been doing an excellent job up until this point. I’ve been rushing around like my hair is on fire, trying to outrun my emotions.

Then I have days like today where I went to therapy and then went to sleep.

I am so anxious about the coming week I can’t even tell you.

I don’t even want to deal with it.

I have so many things that people are expecting of me and I can barely function.

I want to do them, but I can’t.

I don’t know. I guess if it comes down to it, I’ll probably surprise myself.

I’m just very anxious.

Over everything.

Aghhh!

It has to calm down eventually, right?

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