Painting

I decided, since I’m sad, that I’m going to try painting.

I got an acrylic paint set and some canvases and I’m going to see what kind of mess I can make.

I am not okay.

The depression is overwhelming.

It’s partly due to my own decisions and partly due to my brain.

I am hoping I can find things to distract myself.

Hobby Lobby is a dangerous store to go into when I feel like this. It’s a good thing I had a plan and knew what I was looking for. I’m also grateful for the regular 50% off pricing of things.

I’m trying.

I couldn’t tell you the last time I washed my hair.

I’ve showered this week, but I don’t remember when I last washed my hair. I know that’s gross, but I don’t.

It’s my goal for today.

Yay for goals.