My niece turned five yesterday and her party was today.
I went. For twenty minutes.
I really didn’t feel up to it because I was exhausted, and because I was just feeling completely overstimulated by all of the activity around me.
I’m pretty sure my cousin hates me at this moment for not staying (it’s actually her daughter), but I couldn’t.
I feel a lot like a failure.
I am sure I should just be celebrating that I went, because it was hard to get there, but I know no one else views it that way.
What’s done is done I guess. I can’t change it.
I just need to get some good rest I think.
I mean, I have to.
I’m ready to climb walls I’m so anxious.
Sleep is necessary.
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