I have to go to therapy today and I’m trying to figure out what my best use of time is.
I didn’t do my homework because I’ve been super stressed about graduate school applications so we can’t talk about my homework.
Obviously, we can talk about the pressure of getting the applications done. I mean that is clear.
I just haven’t really gotten this far under the surface with her. I feel super vulnerable and I am uncomfortable sharing all of this with her.
I know that’s bad. I should be able to confide in my therapist.
I have trust issues.
I told her some pretty serious things which should be deeply rooted, but this seems more sensitive than the other things.
It’s hard to explain why that is. It’s closer to the core of who I am. What I believe myself to be.
I don’t know if I can explain this to her. I want to, I just don’t know if I can.
This is hard.
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