Days

I used to hate rainy days. It meant that I was “trapped” in the house and couldn’t get anything done.

I have changed my mind. I’m rather fond of rainy days now.

They mean that I can finish projects inside of the house. They mean that I can relax, even if it is just for a minute. They mean games and movies with friends.

They mean renewal.

I used to see the gray and see something reflected inside of myself.

I don’t really see that anymore.

Maybe I will struggle with depression for the rest of my life. I don’t know.

I know anxiety will probably be with me forever.

I just know something has changed.

I’m not manic. I’m not depressed. I’m just… at peace for the first time in a long time.

Let the rain come.

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