…I deal with this level of anxiety by doing things. I generally try to find things to distract myself for a while from whatever is bothering me by going to a movie or shopping or something.
I can’t do that because I’m trapped in the freaking house by a layer of ice. Now it’s snowing.
I am sitting here in tears nearly frantic because I don’t know what to do with myself. I slept until 2 p.m. today because I couldn’t get my act together. I probably needed the sleep anyway.
Other things are stressing me out too and it’s all coming together to put me on the edge of panic. I just need to go somewhere.
It’s getting to the point where my sanity might be more important than my physical safety and I might have to risk the 2 or so miles (probably less) to Walmart just to get a change of scenery.
I am not okay.
Old original art by me.