Goals: 11/9/18

I have let the dishes get out of hand. Clearly that is a major goal today. I have a primary care appointment this morning. I think that will probably eat through most of my day to be honest. I'm pretty much toast. Someone close to me received a cancer diagnosis and I'm kind of numb. … Continue reading Goals: 11/9/18

Goals: 11/8/18

Today I see my therapist and there are definitely things I need to process with her. My mood is okay, but circumstantial life events have overwhelmed me. It's largely why I have been absent from my blog lately. Life is complicated and I've also been pretty sick. I'm starting to feel a little better, so … Continue reading Goals: 11/8/18


Had to go to the doctor this morning to get checked out since I've been really sick. She gave me a pain shot and ordered some immediate labs that I am sitting waiting for. She thinks that there is more going on with me than just the singular issue, and I am in no position … Continue reading Labs


I went to go see Bohemian Rhapsody today. It was a good break from feeling physically and emotionally crummy. The movie was a little slow in places, but the lead actor was amazing as Freddie Mercury. I really enjoyed it. I got some light cleaning done today, but nothing really of note since I don't … Continue reading Bohemian


The sandman has visited me today. Thankfully. I'm sleepy. I needed a day of rest. I'm still tearful and overwhelmed. I'm choosing to cocoon myself. Yesterday, I yelled at an old lady at Walmart. Not one of my proudest moments. I'm glad it's the weekend and there are movies out that I want to see. … Continue reading Sleepy

Goal: 11/2/18

The only goal for today is to keep the crazy away. I just want to survive today. I plan to do that by limiting contact with people and sleeping. I just can't really handle anymore and so I am thinking I just need to limit my contact with folks. Don't be surprised if I'm not … Continue reading Goal: 11/2/18


I realized that I was freaking out about stuff that I don't need to freak out about because people have my back. There are still some things that I need to sort out for me, but I will process those things and it will be okay. I just got slammed with a bunch of stuff … Continue reading Trusting