Happy

I have been largely absent from my blog lately because I haven’t known what to say.

I am happy for once. It has been a long time.

I am also terrified.

I am not used to happiness.

It comes with potential pitfalls and feeling like the bottom might drop at any time. I am not sure how to navigate “happy.”

I am so scared I will do something to sabotage it because that is what I do.

I am not good at this at all.

Image cited somewhere else on my blog.

6 thoughts on “Happy

  1. All moods change and pass, Kim. Even for those without bipolar. Trust that enjoying it will not hasten change. Glad you are feeling better. And congrats on a big weight loss. Healthier is coming your way!

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