I can’t remember what normal feels like. It’s been so long that I have felt something close to it, that I don’t remember.

At DBSA last week we were talking about, “what does it feel like when I feel well?” Honestly, the woman presenting might as well have been speaking in a Foreign language that night for all that I absorbed. I just kind of kept staring. I know the things you are supposed to say by heart at this point, but I don’t know them for me.

I’m not really even talking about the everybody kind of normal. Just my normal. I don’t know or remember what it is. It feels like it’s been months of this. Maybe it’s only been a few and I’ve lost perspective. I’m not sure.

I just feel lost.

Image from Pixabay.


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