I would like to have one morning that I sleep in. I have lots of mornings where I don’t have anything to do until later in the day, but nearly every morning I’m awake by no later than 7:30.

This morning I don’t have to be anywhere until the afternoon. I woke up into a mixture of rage and tears. I just want to sleep.

Anxiety is my biggest adversary. Once I am too awake, the thoughts descend upon me and and my brain starts on the racetrack. Around and around it goes and there is no hope of going back to sleep.

Meanwhile, I’m just frustrated. Maybe it’s carry over from yesterday. If so, I need to fix my attitude ASAP.

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2 thoughts on “One

  1. If it feels any better. I got the same thing. I wake up everyday thinking of all the things that wait on me to do. But there is no use of me lying in bed and wait for them to sort out. That’s why I got eye pockets bigger than my eyes. I get up and do them. That demands some determination and discipline. Try to set up a goal for everyday and do things that bring your goals closer to you.

    I console myself that insomnia is a sign of intelligence, just as Tesla haven’t slept much because he though he is missing on precious time. ๐Ÿ˜€ Maybe that helps.

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