If you are the kind of person who prays, I would really appreciate some for tomorrow.

If you are not, I am content with warm wishes and good feels sent my way.

I am having a medical thing done tomorrow that requires anesthesia for a while and that’s always scary. It’s essentially a minor surgery and it’s to help with the bleeding issues I’ve been having.

I am kind of terrified as we hit nightfall here so prayers for peace for me and skillful hands of the doctors would be appreciated.

My regular level of anxiety is instead at about a 9 or 10. As a friend once put it, I feel like I’m shaking inside.


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24 thoughts on “Scared

    1. Sending warm thoughts and prayers your way. Good luck at physical therapy. It’s usually not as bad as I think it’s going to be in my experience with that. I know how scary it is to go into though. I wish you well. ❤️

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  1. Hope it goes well. I’ve had anaesthesia quite a few times for ECT, and it always went smoothly. It would be great if this helps you feel better and no one will ever try to throw birth control pills at you again!

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    1. Thanks for the encouragement. I had a bad experience with anesthesia a year ago where they gave me things off of my allergy list (specifically steroids) while I was under. I woke up into a mixed episode. It was a true nightmare. I’m just a little nervous about that kind of thing happening again. I have it marked all over my chart now and I will verbally communicate the situation as well, but it’s sort of a serious concern I have.

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