Well, I got a nap and my Irritability just dropped back down to anxiety again.
Really I hate being irritable and so whatever, but anxious is no real picnic either.
I’m anxious about having to drive tomorrow early in potential snow bands.
I am anxious about this procedure thing on Thursday that requires anesthesia mostly because I just don’t like being knocked out and being out of control.
I am anxious about recovery from the procedure and being weak and vulnerable. Even if that is only for a day or two.
I’m anxious about not feeling up to following the little bit of routine that I have created for myself for a few days and what impact that might have on my mood.
We’ll see. I need to do these things the next couple of days so they aren’t optional. I’m just sort of nervous as to how I’m going to react.
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