Decisions

I decided I can’t go to the art class. It’s just not happening.

It’s not going to be a big Shock to people that know me. I am not the best with follow through.

Whatever.

It wasn’t fun and I am in a terrible headspace to attempt that right now.

I don’t know if the birth control pills I was in triggered this, or if it’s just the season, or what’s going on, but my mood is complete crap.

I have totally crashed.

I’m managing to keep myself just stable enough that I’m not completely insane, but just barely.

My therapist says she sees progress. I guess that’s a good thing. I don’t feel progress. I feel like I’m backsliding.

I was going to go to a movie, but I don’t think I’m going to do that now. I am exhausted.

I wish I had money to go somewhere. I just feel like I need a break.

Image from Pixabay

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4 thoughts on “Decisions

  1. You can handle this (he said, without actually knowing her). I’ve been exhausted lately. I know I’m exhausted. I know it won’t last. Knowing it won’t last shortens it. I keep telling / reminding myself it won’t last.

    Sorry. Babbling again.
    Hang in there, Girl.

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