I decided I can’t go to the art class. It’s just not happening.
It’s not going to be a big Shock to people that know me. I am not the best with follow through.
It wasn’t fun and I am in a terrible headspace to attempt that right now.
I don’t know if the birth control pills I was in triggered this, or if it’s just the season, or what’s going on, but my mood is complete crap.
I have totally crashed.
I’m managing to keep myself just stable enough that I’m not completely insane, but just barely.
My therapist says she sees progress. I guess that’s a good thing. I don’t feel progress. I feel like I’m backsliding.
I was going to go to a movie, but I don’t think I’m going to do that now. I am exhausted.
I wish I had money to go somewhere. I just feel like I need a break.
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