I’m 40 days out from smoking my last cigarette and I don’t even want one other than just to blow up my record.

I don’t know how to make that make sense. I just want to go out and sabotage myself in every way I can think of.

This doesn’t hit very often, but when it does, I know things are not going so well.

I already knew that.

I am still kind of on day three of this headache, so I will be able to avoid actually doing stupid things. I will probably just sleep today if I’m allowed to.

I just feel the walls caving in.

Image from Pixabay.


11 thoughts on “Kaboom!

    1. Thank you. I’m using patches and I still have an e-cig for when I’m out of the house with friends… but yeah. No more buying packs of smokes and really I’m hardly smoking the e-cig anymore either. I’m down to the smallest patches too. It’s kind of nice.

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