I’m still having wicked vivid dreams even though I am tapering off the Remeron now. I must have woken up five times last night. Not a fan. It made the night seem indeterminately long. Every time I checked the clock, it was still only 1am or 3am…
I thankfully do not remember most of my dreams when I finally do get up in the morning. I am just left with an uneasy feeling or one of being unsettled. I just know my mind was active last night.
I’m frustrated because I think I’m going to be stuck at a certain dose of this Remeron for a while no matter what since the med we were going to try replacing it with requires paperwork from my insurance company and I don’t know if my nurse practitioner can do that. So, I’m trying not to feel trapped. It’s not the end of the world. It’s just bad.
Old art by me.