It was the dreaded annual treatment plan appointment and I usually hate it because it’s all about, “what are your goals for treatment?” I mean, that’s such a broad question I have a hard time with it.
Today, it was that, but my case manager also read her assessment to me and that I was not prepared for. No one has done that before and I have to say it was not my favorite thing.
She knows me very well and so it wasn’t wrong or inaccurate at all, it just kind of knocked me back a little. I guess I didn’t like that reflection of myself.
Again, she didn’t say anything that was bad about my general personality or whatever, but I guess it’s just that there are so many areas that I need to work on.
It’s really overwhelming. I feel a little defeated.
I know that wasn’t her intent, she wanted me know what she was putting in my plan, I just feel… something. I don’t know.
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