Euthymic

It feels Surreal when my mood is relatively stable. I don’t know how to react. I instinctively wait for the piano to fall or for chicken little to come running from stage left. 

Surely something must be wrong. It can’t possibly be that nothing is wrong. My life just doesn’t look like that. Ever.

I am fighting hard not to search for things that are wrong and to celebrate all of the things that are going right. It’s just a weird place for me. 

I have been fighting to get to this place for so long and while I’m not totally there, it’s weird to be able to see it in the distance…

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